It’s impossible to tell my story without telling my mother’s because her life shaped mine so profoundly. When I was 13 years old, my mom was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia and in the years after, she was in and out of our home.
The stigma around mental illness made me hide my emotions, and I experienced deep loneliness, depression, and childhood trauma. This manifested in a suicide attempt when I was 13 and then nearly 10 years of unhealthy habits and drug use to numb my pain.
“If you keep living this way, you will die.” So I chose to live. I rediscovered my love for fitness, I went on a journey of mindfulness, and I slowly healed through therapy, yoga, and meditation. I realized, maybe for the first time, that I could set goals and achieve them, that I had the capacity for greatness. That spark led me to chase my dreams...
I am now an entrepreneur, trainer, meditation teacher, New York Times bestselling author, co-founder of Tone It Up, the leading lifestyle and fitness community for women, and Chief Wellness Officer of ALTWELL, which specializes in premium-quality CBD products.
I am pouring everything I experienced in my childhood and all the lessons I learned along my path into my first memoir, The Big Silence.
Learn more about my upcoming memoir HERE!
Along with my best friend Katrina Scott, I co-founded the leading fitness community for women. Through workouts, nutrition products, and community connection, Tone It Up helps millions of women live their healthiest and happiest lives.
As a passionate advocate for mental wellness, I am proud to serve on the Board of Advisors for National Alliance on Mental Illness.
I consider myself a lifelong student, and I recently studied meditation under Deepak Chopra at The Chopra Center.
Indiana (where I was born), Los Angeles (where I lived for 20 years), Hawaii (where my husband Bobby and I got married), Palm Springs (my home away from home), & Austin (my new home).
Kiss my husband and our Pomeraneans (Skunk & Tiki, & Kiwi), sip water with lemon, light a candle, meditate, and work out.
Home design, remodeling, & decor. I also love having fun with fashion — I'm not always in my yoga pants ;)
In 2020, my husband and I (poms in tow) renovated an RV and spent 7 weeks on the open road. 9 National Parks, 32 States, 10 thousand miles and visited our family across the country!
The Four Agreements, The Power of Now, The Seat of the Soul, The 7 Spiritual Laws of Success, and a few mystery novels.
That changes all the time! Right now I’m loving Dermot Kennedy and then I always love some 90s female rock.
Gratitude and always continuing to be a better version of myself so that I can show up for me and for others … and my poms!